| Officially obsessed:
Showbread.
&
The Josephine Love Letter.
Moshpits are the shit. Just not when you have a sunburn. And It's fun to go with one of you best friends. And it's fun to see people you know!
The Show was amazing. I'm definately looking forward to more.
<3
Edit---
You know.. It hurts. Love does. Everyone is telling me that I don't love him. That It's just a spell he puts on people. His charm and looks. His talks and walks. It's none of that. It's him underneath. And all I want to do, is keep him safe. I would die for him. I cry for him. I sit up late and think about what I could od for him to realize, how much he's putting me through. I know he doesn't understand. And I doubt he gets, that I'm in love him him. I've been here once before. I was put through a paper shredder, cut up even more, thrown on the ground, and kicked out the door. Now I'm back in the same position. Wondering, how I could go back to these conditions. I love him, yes I do. For I wish he was with me and no one else. I want to love him the best I can. I want him to be called, my man. Unfortuantely it wont happen. He doesnt get what I tell him. When I say, 'I love you.' all he can do, is listen. I know it sounds stupid, I know it sounds fake. But it's so hard to watch it happen. I wish he was mine. But I want him to be happy. No matter what happens, I am here for him. I absolutely love him....
You know who you are...
I love you.
love,
Me
I miss being with Kristen and Adrianna 24/7.
I miss sleeping in every day.
I miss going to the mall and falling asleep in the chair with Kristen, Simon and Cameron.
I miss playing in my back yard with my dogs in my swim suit.
I miss not caring what my hair looked like.
I miss having my cousin less than a block away.
I miss having someone there to listen to me.
I miss late night phone calls. |
justen
justen and cody
cody
justen
justen
tim
albert
albert
alex (before taking off polo)
alex and dillion
martin